Some day's you just wake up and think am I really suppose to be doing this? Ugh, it has been one of those day's. I have questioned my ability on doing everything. Am I a good wife? Mother? Teacher? It has just been a rough day. I don't know what the deal is besides just a moment that I am going through. Anyways I feel like I cant do anything right mostly with Rowdy's school. His attitude has been bad and my spanking him has not done any good. I have resorted to taking things away like games, TV and etc. I am not sure that is even working. Today we butted heads all day and every day by the time Kris gets home I have had a terrible headache and have been on edge. I am not sure what is wrong. My patience is really low and I have no tolerance for things that don't usually bother me. I just keep praying for answers and I know that God will work everything out. I know that I want to home school Rowdy and that this is what is best for us but boy is it rough at times. I don't remember having this issue last year but maybe I did but due to just having Paisley I wrote it off? I just don't know. Hopefully Monday is better all the way around with attitude and school work getting done. Today I just kind of gave up and said forget it. That is not what I need to do but I had to step away from the situation and think. I guess I am still thinking.....just at a loss. Any prayers would be greatly appreciated.